The cruelest month according to T.S. Eliot, and it's National Poetry Month, and it's also half over -- or there are still two weeks and two days left, depending on your perspective and whether you're a poem-loving pessimist or an optimist. A poet voted Class Pessimist and Greatest Wit in high school was Kenneth Fearing (1902-1961), who has a kind of restless stream of language, thoughts and moments quality to his work. Fearing also wrote a novel called The Big Clock, which was made into a 1948 film noir classic starring Ray Milland and Charles Laughton and which is definitely worth seeing. This is a portrait of Kenneth Fearing circa 1935 done by artist Alice Neel (currently at NYC's Museum of Modern Art), and here are some excerpts from Fearing's "Love 20¢ The First Quarter Mile:"
All right. I may have lied to you and about you, and made a few
pronouncements a bit too sweeping, perhaps, and possibly forgottenAll right. I may have lied to you and about you, and made a few
to tag the bases here or there,
And damned your extravagence, and maligned your tastes, and libeled
your relatives, and slandered a few of your friends,
O.K.,
Nevertheless, come back....
Because I forgive you, yes, for everything.
I forgive you for being beautiful and generous and wise,
I forgive you, to put it simply, for being alive, and pardon you, in short, for being you.
Because tonight you are in my hair and eyes,
And every street light that our taxi passes shows me you again, still you,
And because tonight all other nights are black, all other hours are cold
and far away, and now, this minute, the stars are very near and bright.
Come back. We will have a celebration to end all celebrations.
We will invite the undertaker who lives beneath us, and a couple of
boys from the office, and some other friends.
And Steinberg, who is off the wagon, and that insane woman who lives
upstairs, and a few reporters, if anything should break.
